Welcome Welcome Welcome Knowledge Seeker!
Loved your post, and I admire your path.
You will find a great deal of support and very specific help when needed.
Like an earlier poster, I am still serving as an elder as well, but have had my full awakening to the fact that this is not the truth.
I am doing all I can from the inside to help innocent JWs to wake up and get out. The teachings and policies of the WT are too dangerous and hurtful. At the same time I am more than happy to advise any faders who need advice on how to avoid disfellowshipping, if that important to them.
We are here to help in any way we can!
And by the way - it is always great to hear about JWs who have had their awakening. Like a good report from a distant land - it refreshes the soul.
Peace to you!
The Oracle